Just how different is a narcissist from regular people?

We've touched on the qualities that make a narcissist:  self-centeredness, lack of empathy, lack of shame, etc. But today I just want to emphasize to you the importance of fully grasping the difference between a narc and human beings like you and me.

I recently read a book by Deepak Chopra in which he talked about soul as the immutable thing that connects all human beings together. Deepak suggested that when we feel love, or selflessness, or empathy for other people, we are connecting to our fellow humans via this spiritual plane that joins us all. I envisioned the realm of soul as a field of light and warmth, over which is placed the physical world like a blanket or sheet. Each one of us is like a tiny hole poked through that sheet, revealing the light of the soul beyond.

It struck me then that narcissists are beings that have chosen to utterly block that hole, to cut themselves off from love and connection. They want to be totally self-contained and self-reliant, trusting no one but themselves. They want to have it all, to share nothing, and therefore abhor the soul connection that brings obligations to other people. In a sense therefore they are soulless. And without a doubt, they are as different from normal human "points of light" as night is from day.

Regardless of whether this model appeals to you, I think the analogy is a good one. Do not for a moment make the mistake that the narcissist has some humanity as you have come to understand that term. If he is acting like he loves you and pouring flattery on you, rest assured this is an act designed to manipulate you. Don't expect him ever to change his ways, sincerely repent of any act, or feel regret, guilt or shame--none of that is in his repertoire. If he behaves generously, kindly, magnanimously towards others, you can bet it's all to keep up the facade of his own goodness. He may fool the rest of the world--narcs are brilliant at that--but don't for a moment let him fool you.

In the online support group where I work to help victims of narcs, I have on two occasions encountered people posting who had read the traits of narcissists and were scared that they were narcs. They felt terrible for the cruelties they inflicted on loved ones, and wanted to know if there was some way they could be cured of their NPD. In both cases I assured the individuals that if they were writing truthfully, they could not possibly be narcissists.

There are most definitely people in the world who are cruel and selfish because they were spoiled as children, because they are deeply insecure, etc. These characteristics are faults we all exhibit from time to time. There are lots of reasons why people become bullies or egotists, and in most cases if they are sincerely interested in changing, they can. There is a difference between such people and narcissists. These individuals are teeny, tiny pinpricks through to the realm of the soul. For that reason they can see their own faults, they can feel guilt for their misdeeds and empathy for those they've hurt. They have the wherewithal to enlarge those pinpricks and access more light.

But not narcissists. Narcissists would call such people weak and stupid. They would laugh at their remorse and find it disgusting. They would inwardly boast of their superiority to such fools. And not in a million years would they have any interest in the light...in fact, they can't begin to understand it.

I don't know why there are people like this in the world...psychologists are baffled by the phenomenon. I wish there were some way to help them, but there's not--they will never change. The important thing to take away from this post is a recognition of the vast difference between narcs and the rest of our species. In all your dealings with them and your decisions concerning them, never let this fact slip out of your attention. None of us were raised even guessing people could be this way, so it takes effort to remember it's true.

Sad, but very true.